bluefrenchorn

Well, I don’t feel like writing to you. I don’t feel like typing or writing and spending time printing and sending. I don’t feel like spending any time on u. And I’m supposed to feel bad and responsible for u not having anything to do, for being bored. No sister spends as much time as u are expecting me to spend time on u.

I’d rather hop in a car and spend an entire Saturday or weekend on u than write weekly letters. And then I regret it. At some point i’ll stop apologizing for not writing to u. At some point I’ll just stop writing to you.