February 2011
5 posts
There was no trial questioning your guilt, just your character. And as it turned out, u had enough to be home in 6 years. But what the hell are those 6 years going to get you. What will you lose. There are times when it’s easier for me to imagine a possible meaningful future. I told my brother that he’d always have a room in my home but looking at his hands makes me think he’s...
Ive been thinking a lot about what you said: ‘yeah, I used to have it so good’
I mentioned that u used to drink only bottled water, and not only that, but like all of us had several bottles in your room.
This is hard. I dont know how we’re all going to do this.
I’m engaging in private events, and apparently I must find them reinforcing in order to keep talking myself, but this stuff isnt reinforcing. It’s terrifying. I ‘picture’ ‘visualize’ engage in ‘seeing’ behaviors,’ I ‘see’ the words you wrote: ‘and then everything will be back to normal’ how do u believe that? Your future...
Wrong-way driver. Drunk. Heartless kid. Murderer.
How do you live with these?